I'm proud of myself, I have succeed. Now, I hate you. I hate you but I still love you too, because I'm in love with love. For a while, I thought my emotions were controversial. But they were not, YOU are the controversy. You don't know what you want, sorry, you don't want to accept your wrongs... It's easier to blame others and run away from your "problems". So, I was a problem? Your friends... They were a problem? I'm glad to hear it, BOY. But, is there anyone who knows the whole truth? Is there anyone you didn't denigrate? In their backs, of course... You don't accept your wrongs, you don't accept your words either. So BOY... You left with the one you denigrated (in her back, lol) during all the time you were here. Do you realize it? BOY.
It's funny, because I know you realize. It's a little less funny that you don't care. You don't care because you suffer a lot. But suffert is not a reason to hurt. That's what I didn't understand before. But now I understand. You're not really a bad guy, BOY. You are a good person who suffers a lot, but you still act badly and that's what makes you a bad guy.
I still love you, but I hate what you do. I hate the pain you have done. I still love you, because suffer is not a reason to hurt. You don't know how much I can't hurt when a I hate someone. I still love you because I have to, not because I want it, BOY. If I hate you... Maybe I'll want to kill you. Are you really a good reason to risk my freedom..? I don't think so ; you're not a good reason to risk anything, BOY. Except maybe your life, but I said I still love you... BOY!